Here is my background. After many years of being surrounded by people partying on the stuff I never ever used opiates. But about two years ago, I was in much pain due to a chronic back problem and I let myself use my mother's opiates while she was in the hospital. That was the lamest day of my life. Since then I have been on and off opiates. I discovered suboxone, found a good doctor and successfully got off the opana. That lasted about 6 months, then I slipped again. So here is my deal. My mother knows my situation and is totally supportive. She does not want to be on opana anymore, but the doctor wants to keep her on it. She has finally agreed to start tapering my mother off. That will help so much. Once the ******** is out of the house, I will not seek out buying off the street. I don't have the money and would never waste our limited resources to get high. I am just not wired to be irresponsible in that way. In two months there will no longer be any opana in the house. The main reason for being on the suboxone, was to prevent me from getting high. So that won't be an issue. Right now we share the opana. So as she has tapered off so have I. I have gone from taking 100 mg of Opana ER and 2-3 10 mg of the breakthrough opana a day, to now taking 40 mg of Opana ER and 2-3 10 mg of the breakthrough opana, a day. I want to get off the opana and start back up on the suboxone. BUT I have a limited supply of suboxone, limited fiscal resources, so I can no longer afford to see my doctor. I also don't want to be on suboxone for years. Finally it also makes me sick to my stomach. I have tried 5 times to make the switch and I keep getting sick. This did not happen the first time I cleaned up. I figured I just need to ride it out, but that means I need a few days to make the transition. So how should I do this. I know it is better to be under the guidance of a doctor, but I can't. I have about 40 x 8 mg tablets of suboxone. I need a game plan. I am serious about do this and staying clean, I just need some help figuring out how to use what I have and then how to taper off the suboxone. Any feedback would be so appreciated. Thank you. |